to tell you the truth...i'm tired of obeying the rules...the rules of writing...the rules of what i'm suppose to wear...the rules the rules...right now i don't wanna follow MY rules...right now i wanna go out and knock on female's door and ask..." wanna do something"...

this is how i feel...what has following the rules got me up and til now...really...this is getting tiring and old...i can be...no scratch that...i can become Better than jay-z from this day forward... but then what kind of rules will i have to follow with that kind of status?

i want a turner import vehicle now...not for show...i wanna break a bunch of laws...go and drift race in a random parking garage in GERMANY not in japan or america...so when they finally catch up to me and eventually catch me...I can go crazy cursing them out in english and Spanish and they'll understand...almost every word...

let's face the facts: i'm young... so i'm automatically dumb...and since you're only young once...why not go overboard one year and just act out...act out of character...do what those guys in the movies do... when they go out and try reinvent or change themselves...when they change themselves...for better or for worst...they do and usually stick to it...which is...in some cases...respectable...in my book anyway...

my book of rules...should have more verses from the bible...it doesn't but it should...and it will one day...it has the ten commandments...it has some of america's reasonable laws...it has those rules from school... like no cheating off of other people's paper...it has those unwritten rules of the land...it contains my rules...

my book covers the many words to live by...i value the rules i live by...i try to follow them but sometimes they work me so hard...i have to get tired of them sooner or later...if they don't give me a break...then that's when it's time for me to... in turn... break them...

if rules are meant to be followed...and then eventually broken...then i don't want to place a whole bunch of fatigue on someone else...my book of rules will go unwritten...